Monday, July 09, 2007

When He Is Again One More Year Older

As you can see, the date above is actually rewound back since I wanted to save the real date of when the occasion happened. I was pretty LAZY for the past few days and might be due to the 'hard works' making the preparations for the mini birthday celebration, I was finally exhausted. Previously, there were many circumstances had taken place starting from the changing of weather to gloomy days due to the Japan typhoon Man-yi which hit southern Japan about 2 weeks ago and followed by powerful 6.8 magnitude Chu-etsu Earthquake which shook northwest coast of Japan quite more than 1 week ago. Equivalently with the changing of mother nature from time to time, same thing went on to heart-shaped-island in me; from lazy to non-productive to unmotivated to miserable to hopeless to happy to motivated to hopeful and to BUSY again.

As I said there were many things had happened, not only from the mother nature but also within my own life. Frankly, I couldn't wait to highlight some of them in here though they could be a bit outdated already. Really, I have so many things to think further, tell, share and express. But, I have to go accordingly with first thing first so I better save other matters for my next entry or entries. So today I would want to concentrate only on update about hubby's birthday celebration which took place recently. As an overall, the birthday went on successfully despite of several small flaws here and there. Everything was simple and nothing really fancy. I just did whatever I could do with whatever I had on hands within my own sweet time and particularly, I concentrated to ensure that the basic elements were there and the right mood or feeling be created along the way.

On the Saturday, July 7th, 2007, I woke up quite early to run some errands. After having breakfast I did some cleaning in the house like sweeping, wiping and vacuuming. Ouh it was the turn for my vacuum to break down. Last time it was the mixer and I wonder what is next sigh..... . In the evening, we went out to the nearest convenient store and second-hand shop. We thought of surveying for a small hand-cleaner because our vacuum still can be used only that the hose part is broken so I can't use it to vacuum between narrow spaces anymore. However we ended up buying a rack instead :P After that we went to the nearest suppa to buy some groceries and I managed to grab some necessary items for the birthday preparation. Well, despite of having many things to deal with, I still could have some time to get into fight with hubby at that time and we both got sulked. But that didn't go on long since I coaxed him back during the night and remembering that I shouldn't be the ruiner of his day. I never uttered a word about his birthday before this except in my previous entry, and I knew he read a few parts of the entry before he stopped when I caught him reading it. Only later when I coaxed him I did tease him about his coming birthday by asking whether he wanted a cake or not, what kind of cake he wanted me to make, what meal he wanted to have and whether he wanted me to put candles on his cake or not. He answered me sheepishly and blushingly, of course hehehe :D

On the Sunday, July 8th, 2007, I woke up quite early than usual and did some laundry. After having lunch and he had settled with his business with the pc, we went to another suppa to buy some more groceries. Firstly we went to a d.i.y store to survey for a vacuum and it ended up with me buying some fancy papers and a few more cooking utensils. Well, funnily for the fancy hard papers I did ask him which color of the papers were beautiful and which ones to buy. Of course he asked me back doubtedly for what I wanted to but those papers. I just laughed and he just left smiling acting as if he didn't understand hehehe ;P I planned to make a card for him using the papers and it was quite funny for the fact that he would have to pay by himself for the card he would get hahaha ;P In fact, it was all about his money starting from the ingredients to make the cake and the meal bla bla bla towards the lighter used for lighting up the candle. I was so glad and somehow I was touched too by him being quite sporting for making me enjoy making him happy. Can you understand it? :)

In the evening I checked on the recipes again and only during that last minute I noticed about the kind of flour used to make the chocolate sponge cake and of course I didn't have and didn't even know where to find it. I tried to find other chocolate sponge cake recipe and fortunately I found quite a similar kind of cake and that recipe listed all the ingredients that were available. By the time I started, it was already a little bit late. I cooked laksa first for our dinner. Although growing up by being a laksa sucker, that was only my first time handling laksa noodle myself. My mom sent 3 packets of dried laksa noodles together with other food stocks to me on last month since all these while I had been using udon as substitution of the right laksa noodle. The gravy for the laksa was superb and all I had to do left was to soften the dried laksa noodle and I failed with the should-be-super-easy step! It took hours for me to soften my laksa but still it didn't become soft. Only a few days later when I called my mom, she said I should have boiled the noodle once I soaked it. But what I did was I used gallons of boiled water to soak the noodle and kept changing the water once it became cool again and again urghhh! I thought it was something wrong with the noodle and we continued to eat the hard half-cooked noodle anyway. As a result, I got ulcer for more than a week and could hardly chew while eating! Duh!

As for the cake, I tried to make it complete before the clock needle struck to 12.00 a.m but I didn't succeed. I consumed too much time juggling between the laksa noodle, weighing and mixing the ingredients, cooling the icing in the fridge, bla bla bla and so on and so forth. Besides, I did spill the gelatin mixture in the oven and I falsely mixed the ingredients for the chocolate mousse too. Hubby was sleeping and resting himself and of course I didn't want to bug him considering that it was going to be his day so he deserved some self pampering. However by the time he woke up, I was still 'fighting' in the kitchen and the kitchen really looked like after it had been bombed. He helped me running between things and I was already on the peak of breaking down hopelessly in fact I did cry a bit when I realized that my cake was far away more from being done. I felt so guilty, so sorry, so angry to myself and so ashame towards him that I couldn't manage to complete his cake before 12.00 midnight remembering that he managed to do so for me when it was on my birthday before. To cut the story short, I just wished him happy birthday, showered him with lost of hugs and kisses and of course sorries too while we were both still in the kitchen. Since it was already late, we had our laksa dinner and decided to continue on the cake tomorrow. I also told him that we would celebrate his birthday perfectly during tomorrow dinner. We slept only after Subuh prayer, at 3.15 a.m.

On the exact day of his birthday, Monday, July 9th, 2007. Hubby didn't go to work since it was his birthday holiday but still he went out early at about 9.00 a.m because he wanted to go to driving school. Since he will be taking driving test in order to change his International driving license and apply for a Japan driving license on this coming August, he decided to attend a 1 day driving class to dig and take notes for all the rigid important points. He wanted to attend the class since he will be taking the manual driving license test and of course he doesn't want to get failed again. Even the instructor once told him that there had never been anyone yet who took the manual driving test for the first time and straightly got passed. It would be very weird if he/ she did because the test is indeed very strict and rigid and they normally never gave a 'pass' to the first timer. I don't know about any other parts in Japan, but in here; it is. At least the instructor himself said so. But this situation only applied on manual driving test and not on automatic driving test. He called me during the noon when I was working on the cake and told me his session would start at 1.00 p.m so he will be coming back a bit late. In the meantime at home, I finally done with the cake after hours playing with the icing. It would only be a few minutes work for an expert but for me, the so-little decorating work took like forever to complete phew! After that, I continued to prepare for some special dinner meal. Hubby called me again at about 4.00 p.m telling that he found a bowling center which having a promotion so he decided to play alone for a while. I said, poor to my baby for having to celebrate his birthday by playing bowling alone huhuhu :(

By the time hubby got back, I was still dealing with the foods preparation. He was prohibited from opening the fridge and I could see that he was overjoyed to see his birthday cake hehehe :D He rested himself and fell asleep after a whole tiring day. During the night, finally everything was ready. We changed to a decent wear and only when I decided to take pictures of the cake before presenting it to him, I realized that the camera was out of battery! He looked frustrated at that time but brilliant and patient me decided that we had the dinner first while in the meantime I let the camera charged. I made some special simple dinner on that night and they were Herb Baked Fish that accompanied with steamed broccoli, sweet corn and cherry tomatoes, Cheese and Tuna Toppings Baked Potatoes and piped with some mustard and chillies sauce. I got the idea of making the Baked Fish after seeing Iza's baked fish in her blog and I made it according to her recipe and made some changes after comparing the recipe with some I found in All Recipes. Somehow, the recipe needed to be improvised a bit if I planned to make it again someday. As for the Baked Potatoes, I got the recipe from MyResipi and the recipes was such a marvelous one. Somehow thanks for all the contributors of the recipes for sharing them, thank you! :D

At last, the waited time finally came. I took the pictures of the cake with the charger still attached. Hubby helped lighted the table candles and switched off the lights. I told him to close his eyes and I brought the cake in front of him and at the same time singing a birthday song for him. When he opened his eyes, he was thrilled to see the cake and I'm glad he liked it. He helped me put the candles on the cake and lit them up. I took some more pictures of the cake and himself posing with the cake. Lastly, once again I sang a birthday song for him while taking his video and after making a wish he cut the cake. We took a big slice each and ate the cake. By the way, I made a Banana Chocolate Cake and that was my first time making it despite of all the long time I had been saving the recipe for this kind of occasion. The recipe was marvelous and the cake tasted just like Secret Recipe Banana Chocolate Cake, so yummy yummy yummy and so rich of chocolates! :D I got the original cake recipe from MyResipi and the substitution sponge chocolate cake recipe from Mama Fami Fotopages. So, to the owners of the recipes, to my silent reader who actually gave me the link to the original cake recipe and to the administrators of MyResipi themselves thank you so much for sharing! :D Ouh about the card, I didn't make it since I didn't have the time. Up until now I haven't done with the card yet since there are some purikura pictures we took previously are misplaced by me. Well, it is the thought that counts and I think it is still going to be much more surprised if I handed the card out of the blue later someday. Since I'm pretty occupied during this time being so it is going to take some times for me to make the card.

As an overall, I was satisfied with his mini birthday party. I thought it was much better to make things smoothly to be in perfect order within a longer time instead of turning up with topsy-turvy result in order to catch up with the wished time. Somehow, I made whole day of his birthday pretty occupied and even though I didn't have something special materially to present him with, let alone an expensive luxury gift; I tried to present him the best treat I could give as a wife. I felt great that the foods turned out delicious and the cake was superb. What most important was, I hoped he liked it all of what I had made for him on that day. I just wanted to make him happy, feel appreciated, feel loved and let him know that there is always someone who would always love him unconditionally perhaps forever; InsyaAllah :)


To my dear Always,


I pray Allah for His blessings and guides for you during the life and the life during hereafter, I pray for your longevity, health and wealth so that you will live a happy life and can perform your ibadah towards Him continuously, I pray that you will always be succeed and lead by Him in whatever you do in your life and during the hereafter, I pray for your strong faith from day to day and will die in iman someday right beside me in a good way, I pray that you will always be a good and in fact much better from day to day, as a servant for Allah that has taqwa in the heart, as a devoted son to our parents, as a good brother to sisters and brothers, as a good companion to friends, a soleh husband to a wife and as a perfect father to our children, InsyaAllah. I pray that you will always be loved and safe from the harms of all the hatreds, the ugliness, and the worst of the world could give. Last but not least, please know that your presence is one of the special thing that ever happened to me and if it is only more than words can say..... I pray Allah that our love will always grow eternally during the life in the world and the life of hereafter,

Happy Sweet 24th Birthday My Darling Sweetheart


From yours lovingly,
Forever


Here are the picture of the foods and the cake, yummy! :D




Friday, July 06, 2007

When She Has Nothing To Surprise Him With

Yawn~~~~ Hmmm I'm feeling so sleepy right now since I only went to bed at 3.15 a.m during the dawn after the Subuh prayer. Do you want to know why did I stay up and what did I do last night? Well, I played this Chocolatier once hubby downloaded it from Torrent and got it installed anddd I already got addicted to it once after I made my first chocolate! I played for about 3 hours non-stop and without I realized, I got carried away with the game by enjoying being a chocolate merchant who was busy making and selling chocolates. I accidentally been introduced to this game first time when I read one of the blog which I stalked. Then I stumbled upon this game again when I read Lina's blog yesterday where in her entry she told how she got sucked up into the game, which eventually I decided to download it too. So now I'm trapped! Just as how I got trapped playing Pokemon game until I got headache and my eyes sored. If only I got real money by selling the chocolates hehehe. Hey I made muy bien money last night as an apprentice ;D

Last night I made ikan cencaru bakar and air asam and we devoured the tastes of each and every feed got into our mouths. Sooo heaven. I got 2 big parcels sent by my mom from home on last week and yesterday which contained many kinds of foods I ordered which the possibilities of them to be found here might come to 0%. So what did my mom send? I got the best Sabah dried salted kerisi fish, dried biggg squid (I wonder how big they might be if they didn't get dried up), dried meehun noodle, dried laksa noodle, anchovies, dried prawns, baking ingredients (ovallete, strawberry essence, cooking chocolate, cream of tartar, bla bla bla), tudung bawal, baju kelawar (I didn't order this but my mom gave me), Sunquick orange juice, belacan anddd sooo onnn...so many to list down. Fuh!!! Did you notice the belacan there? So that's why I was so eager to make air asam last night. Before this I only used Maggi instant belacan paste and the taste wasn't as good as the real original belacan. Furthermore I got allergic eating the Maggi instant belacan.

Once the air asam touched my taste buds, I suddenly felt as like I was in Malaysia :D :D :D (yeah keep dreaming ;P).

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Me: "Abang, tetiba kan rasa macam ada kat Kuala Kedah. Macam kat Kuala Perlis pun ye jugak. Macam kat tepi pantai... kan?"

Him: Iye?

Me: "(After a few more feeds) Tetiba rasa macam ada kat Klang plak kan hehe? Tak pun macam kat Umbai kat Melaka. Umbai tu glamour sgt sebab tempat yang best makan ikan bakar tau?"

Him: Yeke?

Me: "(Still eating) Tetiba rasa macam ada kat Sabah plak tengah makan seafood hehehehehe!!! (Tersengih dan tergelak seperti monyet dapat pisang)."

Him: "Sudah lah Sayang... Jangan lah bermimpi... Kembali lah ke alam nyata..."

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As a result, last night while playing Chocolatier I felt my stomach aching so badly. Still despite of that I didn't stop playing the game though ;P I held on with the pain. In the morning I told hubby that I got stomach ache and asked if he faced the same but he didn't. So, I thought the food I prepared was okay only that might be I ate the super hot air asam so much that made my stomach burning fiercely. It was bearable still. I drank some milk a few times because I got to know from National Geographic that milk can reduce spiciness. I felt okay slowly after that towards the noon. Good that the pain is gone already or else I won't stop nagging at hubby and he might piss off then :P In the morning before going to work he asked, "Sayang nak apa? Nak Abang cuti ke? Nak g klinik ke? Nak Abang dok rumah? bla bla bla." My answers were, "Tak... Tak nak... Bukan... mmmm." Obviously I didn't know what exactly I wanted actually. I think I nag and bother him more when I'm sick. Nasib la ye Abang labu manis.

Now comes the real problem. Not exactly a problem actually but it keeps bothering me. My beloved's birthday is arriving very soon on Monday, July 9th, 2007. I haven't prepared anything or got anything yet for him. How could I get one though if I only go out of the house with him and all the money is in his keeping? I have some money but... how far could I go alone? To the nearest supa? Only what could I get for him in there. Vegetables??? Big NO. I could 'curi' the money from his wallet buttt again going out alone isn't really my thing, in fact he would feel suspicious with me of course. Ouh I could buy presence from him online! Yeahhh and the bill would go to his credit card's account and he would freak out since he never trust I'm able or know how to make transaction correctly without his supervision which might be true. Well, I could misread 5o,000 Yen as 5,000 Yen which is not impossible hehehe. Well, I mistaken 5 Yen coin as 500 Yen before while paying for something. Besides, I forgot to take my balance at the counter after paying... plus I forgot to take the things I bought after paying... got fight with him over RM20.00 while paying for KFC which turned out I was wrong and confused and then he and the cashier laughed directly right to my face duh~~~.

Hmm well frankly I really want to make something special for him but I don't what and how. First thing in mind of course I'm gonna make a cake for him. In fact I have already prepared all the ingredients weeks before merely for this occasion because I'm scared the ingredient might be finished in the supa. After all, I always make cake before so it's pretty common actually. What else can I do? Make a card? But I don't have enough things to make one. Dedicate a song, give poem, send love email, send virtual greeting cards... I have done all that before. I want to make something really special at least, slightly different than before. Hmmm last year I gave him a book but up until now he hasn't finished reading it thus my messages weren't actually delivered to him. In fact, I was the one who read it for him DUHHH~~~ nyampah!!! Actually I told him already I'm not giving any presents anymore until he finishes reading the book which actually doesn't bother him too much. Owh this husband of mine! (Kenapa lah dia malas membaca?).

Anyway, I can't send virtual greeting card to him since his Yahoo mail got hacked. Ohhh yes about this thing, I really got pissed off. Why and how did this happen? We have many important documents just kept in the mail but now we couldn't open it anymore. Hubby seems has given up since everything he did come to no avail. Is it really someone hacked his email? Or might be it is the Yahoo email system failure. The system couldn't be 100% free of failure right? Among millions of people using the system, there might be at least 1% failure anywhere in the system. Hmmm I just hoped the mail account didn't been hacked by someone we know. There are secrets too in there hehe ;P Well, I think I'm gonna make a cake for him. A delicious special one. Make a letter or card or email or whatever as long as I can convey my thoughts towards him. I'm gonna make special lunch and dinner too and hope that the meals will turn out delicious since I'm not a good cook myself. Lastly, might be we gonna go out for some sight-seeing. So, that's all. Hope that everything will be going on just fine and will update about this later.


Wednesday, July 04, 2007

When It Is Now Different Than 2 Years Ago

Here is another entry I got from my old blog. It happened on the exact date on two years back, July 4th, 2007; one week before I had to leave Japan and end my sweet moments with hubby. Reminder: Again, just read it and don't laugh. That was ME 2 years ago so what do you expect heh? Hehe ;P


::Under One Umbrella::
July 04, 2005


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Walking home during the wet evening


Di sini..dh byk hari hujan tak henti2..Dah nk dekat 2 minggu..Abang kata because area Kyoto and Osaka now ada satu awan besar yg bawak hujan..But I dont mind..I love rainy day..Actually yesterday we planned to go for picnic at the waterfall and have barbecue there but unfortunately the weather did not allow us to go out from the house. However..I did go out with my hubby during the evening and we had a walk in the rain.. =).. Mmmm rasa macam best because we have not done such thing like that before. At first I did not want to go coz merajuk dengan Abang. Actually I have been silent with him for the whole day. Tapi Abang ajak jugak pegi coz we have planned that earlier and lagipun nanti dah takde masa nk bawak keluar jalan lagi dah. So.. I changed my clothes..While walking..Abang cakap sorang2 just to catch my attention.. He told me to hold him but I refused..After a while of his haaardwork he managed to make me smile.. \(^-^)/

Hmm kitorang jalan dari rumah towards his university..Ritsumeikan University..Abang kata jalan dalam 10 minit dah boleh sampai..dekat aje. Padahal nak dekat 30 minit jalan baru leh sampai university dia huh! On the way to go there hari still cerah..the time was about 6.30pm..hujan still turun renyai2..it was soo cold. We chat along the way..laughing and quarelling..Keta plak semua laju2..Kesian Abang baju basah kene tempias air hujan. Though I have to walk far but I was very happy coz I could see the sight of this temporary hometown of my hubby..Kusatsuhi, Shigaken..Sebenarnya takde apa yang menarik sangat but..it was still enjoyable..I could see the Japanese house..I like the architechture..The house is very close to each other and looks small but actually it is big inside..even the aisle..the fence and the pavement are also small..Ouh yes..I like the cars too..Tengok keta yang macam2 style yang takde kat Mesia..Tgk bunga2 tepi jalan..Tgk org kayuh basikal..

Then ada nmpk couple baru balik dari univ naik basikal sama2..The guy bawak basikal then the girl duduk belakang sambil pegangkan payung..Even naik basikal tapi diorg pakai baju yg smart n cantik..Which is I can call it as Modern In A Traditional Way..Soo romantic..Before this penah nmpk one couple ni pakwe dia smarttt sangat kayuh basikal and the makwe was very sexy..sat behind..I think they were going to clubbing and..they ride a bicycle too..Pemandangan yang mmg susah nak dapat tgk kalau kat Mesia..Coz orang Jepun je yang byk pakai basikal..Abang kata kalau ada basikal dia pn nak buat mcm tu..Anyway..Abang cuma ada gensha or scooter that only can be ride by one person..

Sampai univ..I was stunned (sesuai ke this word) coz the univ is very beautiful compared to mine..The area is not as big as UM but it is indeed much modern and the buildings are beautiful.. Ada kolam air pancut..Well it looks more like a taman bunga..or like pusat pelancongan or something..much different than my univ..Surely I will get excellent result if I can study in a beautiful univ like this..hihi yeke??? Then..Abang showed me dia punya classes..the library..the field yang ada tulisan RITS made by the grass..Hmmm bila salji turun mesti lagi cantik..Then..we took pictures hihihi..Abang jadi cameraman..Fortunately tak ramai org masa tu coz weekend kan..Tapi ada gak org yg nmpk kitorg..Mesti dalam hati dia kata..Apa la foreign student ni kat sini pun jakun nk tangkap gambar wahaha..

At 715pm..Hari dh nk gelap..We walked back home..Makin sejuk masa tu and makin lebat plak hujan turun..Masa on the way balik pun..sempat lagi tangkap gambar jalan..Gambar signboard walkway and bicyle way..coz kat Mesia susah nk jumpa signboard ni..hihihi..Jakun betul bini Latif ni..Rasa penat sangat jalan kaki..Rasa dah sakit sangat tumit kaki..Before sampai rumah..kitorang singgah kombini Family Mart or supermarket mini..Beli coffee latte..keropok2..and nasi segitiga (my favourite Japanese food)..Lastly we walked again until we reach home..Along the way..in the rain..after the sunset..I hold his hand..he hold my waist..and under one umbrella...................... When will we experience such moment again Hunnie? m_(^-^)_m


I miss those feelings when were living afar from each other :)